http://lukasd.livejournal.com/ iamawhore - LiveJournal.com Fri, 22 Jun 2001 20:32:19 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com lukasd 197087 personal http://lukasd.livejournal.com/685.html Fri, 22 Jun 2001 20:32:19 GMT http://lukasd.livejournal.com/685.html I ask myself, what is fear? A dictionary will tell us that fear is, "A feeling of agitation and anxiety caused by the presence or imminence of danger", but to me fear is whatever I choose. What am I meaning by all of this jibber-jabber? Why should I write about fear? Because when you get a phone call from someone who's totally off-the-handle because they caused a fight, and can't correct it, and is then worrying that the person they love might be going to commit suicide because he can't take it any longer -- is why I am writing about fear. Fear not for myself, for I believe fear was lost with me many years ago; I am numb to fear. But fear was immanent today, it was forced upon me without my consent. I had no control. The only thing I could do was disregard the person on the phone, who in total fear was asking for my help to save their loved one. I have lost fear. I am, to be feared. http://lukasd.livejournal.com/685.html melancholy public 1 http://lukasd.livejournal.com/486.html Fri, 22 Jun 2001 01:36:46 GMT http://lukasd.livejournal.com/486.html Here is my event. But what is an event? A time in our lives which we embrace, then soon forget. That, my friend, is an event. Damn the man, and move on. http://lukasd.livejournal.com/486.html public 1